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Being together with hubby for 1year and 11days le.. Being through so much ups and downs... After being with him, I found out that i can do alot things that i never did b4 just for him.. Guess this time I really loved him alot more than what we being through the previous together.. I actually also didn't know why i just want to hold on to him forever, the determination in wanting to be together with him forever is just so strong.. Applying for flat maybe is just a normal process but to me is kind of like part of my dreams coming true now.. My dream is simple for now le, as long forever got hubby around, i'm happy enough already.. Maybe some ppl will say why my dream is so simple or what, although most ppl might see me and hubby so loving, but sometimes will really have some bad times between us.. Ppl say that no couple will be able to be together forever without quarrels before, hubby told me once that we will solve and pass through those quarrel days and soon we will be able to receive our certificate of happiness de..

Hubby is a very nice guy, he's very outgoing, cares alot for family members, sometimes he can really care alot for me which i felt so sweet being together with him.. Although my hubby sometimes might not be that sweet to me, sometimes he might not know what i want or maybe say sometimes he doesn't understand what girls want, but no matter what sometimes he will just do something that you will never expect and will be so happy with it.. For example few months ago when he's free at home, sometimes he will cook and bring to me a love shape steamed egg with pasta in a lunch box for me as supper, also have a love shape sandwiches, love shape agar agar.. Sometimes he will use paper to fold it into love shape or use a servette to fold it into a rose for me... Sometimes he will feed me eat or take water and feed me drink too.. He will almost everyday some to my house and hug me and say i love you laopo to me.. Whenever i need to go somewhere he will try his best to bring me go.. Although he don't really like to go shopping, he will sometimes bring me go to a shopping centre to walk around.. On our 1st anniversary he gave me 3 surprises.. Whenever he wokes up and go to work he will call me once, when 12pm he will call me once, when he off work he will call me once.. He did alot alot things for me which i'm really very touched with all this... All this really makes me more confirm that i need him by my side forever, he's my energy to everything now..

Although both of us is Virgo, when quarrels we won't be the same as each other.. Start will always be me, but i'm able to cool down very fast awhile after quarrel.. Hubby won't be the one who starts the quarrel, but will be the one who will never cool down fast when quarrel.. Guess Virgo boys and Virgo Girls is not the same in this ba.. Sometimes he wonders when will i stop quarrelling, while i will wonder when he will realise he should cool down faster.. But 1 thing that we both is the same will be we both doesn't have much patience in things...

Both Virgo wants to be together really is not easy at all.. This is the 1st time that i really can't leave someone no matter what... Never have this feeling so strong before.. Being through so many different relationships, after what the 1st ex did to me, i never hold on to a relationship very strong till no matter what won't give up le.. But this time after being together with hubby, makes me really really want to hold on strong this time.. Wendy told me before that it might be really tough for me to keep hold on so strong.. Told me don't force myself to change too much of my usual self.. But no matter what happens, i will still do anything just to be together with hubby.... I know hubby won't hurt me like what 1st ex did to me.. But hope he won't give up on me too and thinks the same as me... No matter what our together isn't simple, is fate that brings us together, 2 times together is because of trap in thuderstorm... I believe that gods want us to be together.. So i will never give up easily this time on this relationship..



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♥Tuesday, January 19, 2010