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13th march 2009
friday after work went to bring grandma to dinner at kovan and after tht meet baha,jayce and dennis at bishan at 8.30pm.
we went to bishan partyworld but there is no more room till 10.15pm, so we went to call up different places to check which places there is room available still, after that we check that shenton way has room still, so jayce drove and bring us to shenton way.
didnt went there b4, when we reach there, there is no carpark available, so we went down and wait for jayce then take the room. there is quite alot of new songs unavailable there compare to the other outlets, end up i learnt all the new songs didnt get to sing.
ard 3am we sang finish, hubby came to fetch me, jayce went home alone cos she too tired, at 1st hubby asked to send dennis back too but he say he going find frd, so end up me hubby and baha went to jalan kayu to eat supper.on the way there, at the place after amk ave 5 exit, there is a accident there and i saw the lorry front half side gone case, baha say he saw a body lying there, after awhile then we reached there. while eating, they talked abt quite alot of things and ard 4.30am then went back home.

14th march 2009
i went to hubby hse to find him 1st then decide whether to go to hubby's grandma hse or not, hubby cooked instant noodles with a heart shape egg for me b4 i reached his hse. muackies. after eating, we played awhile game and after that decided not to go out, dinner we went down to the provision shop to buy campbell soup and the 100 dry instant noodles to cook. after dinner we cont to play till midnight we went to the cathay to watch dragonball evolution.

15th march 2009
came to hubby hse for lunch and luckily i came out earlier, cos when i reached, just nice raining. at 1st hubby want to go down for soccer, luckily rain came cos i dont want to go. after tht we played game till dinner i ate "yi mian" and played till hubby's dad back.



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♥Sunday, March 15, 2009





5th march - 6th march
being sick, heard hubby is seriously sick too, i took half day off and went to see doc together with hubby, after that the doc gave both of us 2days mc each, i keep going to the toilet till so weak and no appetite to really eat alot. after seeing doc, we went to the market to buy my lunch and go back to hubby hse to rest.

7th march
went to amk hub to buy the presents and share together with jayce, hubby meet me at amk hub and we went to buy lunch, in the middle got some quarrels cos hubby doesnt want to listen to me and rest at home on sunday and want to go play soccer, end up no matter what hubby doesnt want to listen, till i cried in the middle of the big crowd as it was raining. but awhile later hubby promised me and we went back to hubby hse to get ready to go to xiaoyun's chalet. heard frm my mum that my grandma is getting more n more ill, thus i need to go back to msia on sunday to visit my grandma, but my hubby is sick too, dont know how to stop worrying, hubby is always thinking of others more than himself, no matter what i say it doesnt get into his mind, luckily it somehow changed plus hubby's mum doesnt allow him to go for soccer on sunday too, somehow i can relieved abit. till then i suddenly got a feeling, want to get the day to come faster, the day which is the start of me and hubby's family, till then, i will start to save money to prepare and learn new things to bcome a real wife for my hubby.
now my life is for my hubby, family, close frds, ktv and some games but not addicted to it. other than that, will only be learning to become a mature woman. 2 yrs planning, i must get to save alot alot, for my xin fu and future~

8th march
i miss hubby when i was in msia, im still worried abt him even though he promised that he will rest at home, somehw i still nv trust my hubby fully, looks like i got to learn to trust him 100%, what im worrying abt i also dont know, this few days have this kind of unsecure feeling, cant be im jealous of hubby's sworn bro ba, got a thinking to help up my hubby's business next time, work hard to help him make up a company, when the day comes, i will be able to be with hubby most of the time and not being at office there jealous he always go with ppl for kopi while working. looked at my grandma, really getting thinner, my fear inside my heart is getting bigger, got a thinking of bringing my hubby to let my grandma see cos im the only granddaughter that havent bring any bf to let her see b4. but somehow i was quite scared as my hubby's reaction ytd has let me worried abt something, im scared that i came back to his side too late, everything jus changed when i was not with him for the past 1yr plus. i cant explain that fear there but is getting confused in my heart. but no matter what i will cont to work hard for the future, cos hubby's is too special to me now.

9th march
today is our 3rd mth back together, we talked how sld we calculate our real anniversary of together, sld be 27th april 2007 or 9th dec 2008, no matter how long and what date it is, is the love between us that matters, because we let go of each other b4, now we grab hold of each other more tight, somehow i've changed to a ger who lost confidence of herself, worrying whole day long.

10th march
went home earlier, heard from my mum that my grandma went in singapore hospital, i rush down to hospital together with my mum, saw my grandma so pale, i still need to act cheerful to get my grandma entertained abit, my aunt secretly told my mum she scared my grandma do silly things to herself as my grandma keep saying she wasted alot of my mum and aunt's money. then my aunt tell me say my grandma wish to see my hubby, at 1st thinking of asking hubby to come, but end up too late my grandma aslp le. my hubby gave me a very sweet surprise when he came to fetch me at hospital, he made agar agar for me by his own, although it might be a simple easy dessert, but for me, is the best and sweetest agar agar i ever had. i hugged my hubby tight tight, can feel the warm and care and love from him, so loving and caring.

11th march
half day off from work, went to buy some things at ntuc and went to hospital to visit my grandma, treated my sis and aunt dinner and wait there till 10plus for my parents to come. i bought the styles wedding magazine to see and look at the things, all the prices of the wedding dinner packages is getting higher, need to work more harder to save more money now. when hubby came to find me at midnight, he bought porridge for me and he made a heart shape agar agar for me again, no matter how full am i after eating the porridge, i still ate finish the agar agar cos is made by hubby. we watched the taiwan drama "together" episode 4 and i fell aslp on my hubby's arms.


no matter what, hubby is the guy for me, hubby lets work hard together kks? save money and plan for our nice future~ aiming for my dragon baby ^^



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♥Thursday, March 12, 2009