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SOoo Long nv update again, hais, so many things happened this few mths, got good things got bad things too. I will jus wrote a summary out ba.

Good Things
1) My 21st Birthday - 12th sept - 15th sept i booked a chalet, 12th Sept I celebrated my birthday at Coasta Sand Pasir Ris Chalet, Lots of My relatives and friends came, Thanks for all the wishes and presents, I like it alot =)
For my exact birthday 13th sept, I celebrated with my hubby at Pasir Ris, I received my present from hubby on 9th sept 2009, Cos is 090909 and also is our 9th month anniversary, i'm wearing the necklace every min and sec right now, without taking it down at all. My hubby bring me to Sakura buffet for dinner on that night and after that we went for the ferris wheel and movie G-Force lastly, Im so happy at that night with hubby around.
My hubby Birthday on 14th sept, on 13sept we back to the chalet at 11plus, then i delayed my hubby's time till 11.50pm then ask him go bathe, i took the surprise present i prepared for him and stood outside the bathroom wait him bathe finish and when he stepped out of the bathroom, I sang a Birthday song for him and gave him the present, Hope he likes it =) on 14th sept 4pm plus i brought him to eat Seoul Garden buffet at E!Hub, Till around 6plus we went to the arcade to play, Till 7.30pm i brought him slowly go up and brought him to Kbox, Although he dont sing de, but then i prepared a list of songs to sing to him, Cos is all my feelings to him, he always mentioned he like to listen to songs that will make him think of me, even when the period that we break with each other 2yrs ago, lots of memories he wont forget. Hope my hubby enjoyed tht day of cos.

2) 2nd happy thing is My hubby is really getting along with my family members, Can see that my family members like him alot too, happy to see that they are getting along.

3) 3rd happy thing is we are planning for our trip to genting again!!! But this time round is special and im excited for it, Bcos is our 1st time go genting on our own, no other ppl, is totally er ren shi jie!!! We will be taking Transtar 16seater Solitare to go up!! Is the best bus among all the buses! End of Oct we will be going~ EXCITED!!


Bad Things

1) Dont know is this bad or not, My grandma de sickness, Good thing is that she's improving alot for her kidney, But bad thing is after my birthday, she got a snake diseases and bcos of that she fainted and went into the hospital and stayed in hospital for 6days, that 6days my whole family is totally exhausted, we need to went straight to hospital this 6days and i need to go from morning till night time jus to take care of my grandma, bcos of tis lots of work i cant do, end up when back to office, lots of things i need to handle.

2) Got some big quarrels with my hubby, Although we will be ok for sure after all this still, But i got abit of unsecured feelings here n there now, i Can dreamt of my hubby outside with other girls, i can dreamt of my hubby dumped me off, alot of days i cant slp well jus cos of the dreams, think of it, i told my hubby b4 but he didnt say anything, when i wana find someone to talk to, i got no ppl in mind that i can truly share with, my hubby always say nothing or small things i can oso think until like that, but hopefully he will realise my feelings ba.. Still trying in progress..

3) My sickness is back again, Feeling so terrible this few days, the only one i can go to when im sick is my hubby, Cos i can only depend on him now, i dont wana let my family worried abt me still when my grandma already let them worried le, Although sometimes my hubby still doesnt understand, but he will come for me when i really need him ba, i dont know he will heart pain or not when seeing me there feeling so terrible, but i hope he will bear with me, sometimes he jus said those words that can hurt me alot, but jus a hug from him everything will jus went off.



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♥Thursday, October 1, 2009