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Being together with hubby for 1year and 11days le.. Being through so much ups and downs... After being with him, I found out that i can do alot things that i never did b4 just for him.. Guess this time I really loved him alot more than what we being through the previous together.. I actually also didn't know why i just want to hold on to him forever, the determination in wanting to be together with him forever is just so strong.. Applying for flat maybe is just a normal process but to me is kind of like part of my dreams coming true now.. My dream is simple for now le, as long forever got hubby around, i'm happy enough already.. Maybe some ppl will say why my dream is so simple or what, although most ppl might see me and hubby so loving, but sometimes will really have some bad times between us.. Ppl say that no couple will be able to be together forever without quarrels before, hubby told me once that we will solve and pass through those quarrel days and soon we will be able to receive our certificate of happiness de..

Hubby is a very nice guy, he's very outgoing, cares alot for family members, sometimes he can really care alot for me which i felt so sweet being together with him.. Although my hubby sometimes might not be that sweet to me, sometimes he might not know what i want or maybe say sometimes he doesn't understand what girls want, but no matter what sometimes he will just do something that you will never expect and will be so happy with it.. For example few months ago when he's free at home, sometimes he will cook and bring to me a love shape steamed egg with pasta in a lunch box for me as supper, also have a love shape sandwiches, love shape agar agar.. Sometimes he will use paper to fold it into love shape or use a servette to fold it into a rose for me... Sometimes he will feed me eat or take water and feed me drink too.. He will almost everyday some to my house and hug me and say i love you laopo to me.. Whenever i need to go somewhere he will try his best to bring me go.. Although he don't really like to go shopping, he will sometimes bring me go to a shopping centre to walk around.. On our 1st anniversary he gave me 3 surprises.. Whenever he wokes up and go to work he will call me once, when 12pm he will call me once, when he off work he will call me once.. He did alot alot things for me which i'm really very touched with all this... All this really makes me more confirm that i need him by my side forever, he's my energy to everything now..

Although both of us is Virgo, when quarrels we won't be the same as each other.. Start will always be me, but i'm able to cool down very fast awhile after quarrel.. Hubby won't be the one who starts the quarrel, but will be the one who will never cool down fast when quarrel.. Guess Virgo boys and Virgo Girls is not the same in this ba.. Sometimes he wonders when will i stop quarrelling, while i will wonder when he will realise he should cool down faster.. But 1 thing that we both is the same will be we both doesn't have much patience in things...

Both Virgo wants to be together really is not easy at all.. This is the 1st time that i really can't leave someone no matter what... Never have this feeling so strong before.. Being through so many different relationships, after what the 1st ex did to me, i never hold on to a relationship very strong till no matter what won't give up le.. But this time after being together with hubby, makes me really really want to hold on strong this time.. Wendy told me before that it might be really tough for me to keep hold on so strong.. Told me don't force myself to change too much of my usual self.. But no matter what happens, i will still do anything just to be together with hubby.... I know hubby won't hurt me like what 1st ex did to me.. But hope he won't give up on me too and thinks the same as me... No matter what our together isn't simple, is fate that brings us together, 2 times together is because of trap in thuderstorm... I believe that gods want us to be together.. So i will never give up easily this time on this relationship..



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♥Tuesday, January 19, 2010





Year 2010 liaos.... Being through the 1st anniversary with hubby... I'm really very happy being together with him, he gave me lots of surprises on that day...

Xmas suppose to be i plan a day out with my hubby... At 1st i tried to give him some surprises, but end up to be a very unhappy for us during xmas, maybe christmas for me is cursed now??

Got the anniversary present from hubby on 1st jan 2010, is a guess wallet and i love it alot... Hubby brought me to tampines mall and city square mall just to get this wallet...

Got some big quarrels with hubby during this 1year and 1mth period, although i feel that both of us somehow really got sick of quarrels and i got the fear that hubby is giving up le... But we still together now.. Hope we can try our best to stop any quarrels from now on ba..

At 1st we planned to get a flat and get married on 2012.. But the dream is getting further and further le.. At 1st hubby plans the same as me de.. But today he told me that not everything can go as what we want.. That's when i know the dream is getting further le... Although i can't blame him anything for this, but deep in my heart it's just so hurt, i been asking to save together since sept 2009 but hubby got some reasons so can't save still.. I being saving up money for emergency use or maybe can help up abit in the money needed for our future house.. But it won't work up still.... Maybe is fate that i won't get the chance to have my own baby on Dragon year already ba.. Any friends giving birth on Dragon year? Can let me be god-mother? Lol.. Just joking, but if anyone willing, i'm really willing to be and promised to be a very good god mother for the baby... Dragon baby is my whole life dream.. People can dream of getting their ideal job or getting rich, but i dream of getting a dragon baby only.. But since is not possible for me anymore.. I guess i sldnt do anything more or mention abt it anymore ba.. Starting from today i sld try to give up on the hope of a dragon baby le ba.. Get everything on what hubby plans ba.. As long he's not giving up me, i sldnt complain abt anything more le ba.. So i'm not getting married in 2years later le,.. friends who thought i will be getting married in 2years later, forget about what i said b4.. Wish during dragon year, all the babies will be born happily and healthy.. As for my marriage, will not mention abt anything anymore unless hubby proposed le ba..



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♥Tuesday, January 5, 2010