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Year 2010 liaos.... Being through the 1st anniversary with hubby... I'm really very happy being together with him, he gave me lots of surprises on that day...

Xmas suppose to be i plan a day out with my hubby... At 1st i tried to give him some surprises, but end up to be a very unhappy for us during xmas, maybe christmas for me is cursed now??

Got the anniversary present from hubby on 1st jan 2010, is a guess wallet and i love it alot... Hubby brought me to tampines mall and city square mall just to get this wallet...

Got some big quarrels with hubby during this 1year and 1mth period, although i feel that both of us somehow really got sick of quarrels and i got the fear that hubby is giving up le... But we still together now.. Hope we can try our best to stop any quarrels from now on ba..

At 1st we planned to get a flat and get married on 2012.. But the dream is getting further and further le.. At 1st hubby plans the same as me de.. But today he told me that not everything can go as what we want.. That's when i know the dream is getting further le... Although i can't blame him anything for this, but deep in my heart it's just so hurt, i been asking to save together since sept 2009 but hubby got some reasons so can't save still.. I being saving up money for emergency use or maybe can help up abit in the money needed for our future house.. But it won't work up still.... Maybe is fate that i won't get the chance to have my own baby on Dragon year already ba.. Any friends giving birth on Dragon year? Can let me be god-mother? Lol.. Just joking, but if anyone willing, i'm really willing to be and promised to be a very good god mother for the baby... Dragon baby is my whole life dream.. People can dream of getting their ideal job or getting rich, but i dream of getting a dragon baby only.. But since is not possible for me anymore.. I guess i sldnt do anything more or mention abt it anymore ba.. Starting from today i sld try to give up on the hope of a dragon baby le ba.. Get everything on what hubby plans ba.. As long he's not giving up me, i sldnt complain abt anything more le ba.. So i'm not getting married in 2years later le,.. friends who thought i will be getting married in 2years later, forget about what i said b4.. Wish during dragon year, all the babies will be born happily and healthy.. As for my marriage, will not mention abt anything anymore unless hubby proposed le ba..



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♥Tuesday, January 5, 2010